Hi Utopia,
I'm so sorry to hear the size of your tumor is bigger. As Michael said, that in itself is abiguous. I know one amazing healer who says that tumors get bigger when the person is healing because they are softening and breaking up and starting to dissolve. I know another healer who says that they get smaller and harder and then get flushed out altogether. Hard to know what to think with so much conflicting info out there! If it was me (and for a while I certainly thought it was me) I would choose one path and stick to it whole-heartedly and give it time to work. Make a decision about how long you'll wait to get results -- 4 weeks, 6 weeks, whatever, for some sign that you're on a track that is actually working. When I chose to do the MMS and saw Jim Humble's diet recommendations I went from being alkalarian (veggies only) to a carnivore overnight. I continued to stay away from ALL baked/flour products, all grains and dairy too. I ate only meat and some veggies. It's been an intense experiment and not particularly comfortable, but JH has tremendous experience with this. I decided that if I was going to do the MMS and follow his protocols, I was going to follow his full advice and give it time to work. To be honest with you, if the results of the MRI came back as a malignancy, I would have changed course. I'd already been doing the protocols for several months by the time I got the MRI, so if it had been a malignancy, I would have felt more certain that the MMS was not able to catch up to what was going on in me. Thankfully, my condition is not a malignancy, but my point is that I did the JH protocols as full out as I was able and gave it time to work. In the time that I've been doing the MMS, two other very serious conditions have cleared up completely.
Whatever you decide is right for you, I completely support!
I was able to get up to a high level of drops per hour every day -- one way I did that was to use the 7 day fridge method. have you seen that? There's a thread on this site for how to do it with very explicit instructions and it's not hard once you do it
That way, I made up a daily batch in the morning and just took it with me everywhere I went so that I was always prepared to take my remedy when the hour timer went off
I was slowly working my way up to 5-6 size 3 capsules of MMS2 each day as well. Also, with the MMS1 I switched over to fresh lemon juice because the citric acid was just getting too much for me and it was making my throat so raw! Right now, I've dropped back to protocol 1000 for the time being and I'm taking the Borax. Have you seen that article? The Borax Conspiracy is also a thread you may want to check out. It's on this site. So, I guess in retrospect the 3 Big Things I was doing every day: MMS1, MMS2, MEAT Diet.
Oh yeah, one other thing that may be helpful. Every time I increased my dosages, I would often have nausea and/or diarrhea -- but it would pass pretty quickly. Just follow the protocol and drop back a little until you feel better. The nanosecond I felt comfortable at one level of dosage -- I would push upward again and take more. If you're not having any reactions, you may want to try increasing a bit just until you feel slightly uncomfortable but without full-on herx symptoms, if that makes sense. Given that you know you have cancer, you may want to keep pushing to get enough MMS into your body so it can get ahead of the tumor.
I hope this is helpful to you, and am wishing you a speedy and complete recovery to the radiant health you deserve,
KJ