Hello Everyone.
I just found out i have HSV1 antibodies in my blood after a recent STD check up in October. Prior to my test i had no signs or symptoms of herpes.My skin, though sensitive, was in really good condition. Yet after being told i had it, my skin started to act up like crazy and has been doing crazy sh*t ever since. It's been over 2 months and i haven't gotten my skin back to normal since. I was so stressed and depressed about this knowledge that i think i might have waken it up, maybe even for the 1st time! I think that i have it on my genitals and on the cheek of my face, and maybe a few other places - though Dr.'s & dermatologists have been dismissing this. I have looked up some atypical symptoms and according to others with herpes this very well could be what it is...
Although i am grateful to not get full blown blisters, i am still very scared about passing this on to people because of it being on my cheek, arms, and hand.. (if that is what is is).
I've done A LOT of reading since diagnosed this past Halloween.
(Trick or treat? I wish this was a trick because it is certainly no treat
)
Anyways. Like i said i've been reading about "cures" and organic herbal suppression etc, and decided i wanted to KILL this virus.
John D.'s protocol seems to be the best since he's here for all of you without charging big bucks like Bervin Jackson and others i've come across. I've read over the protocols and feel i understand them pretty well, but i'm still having a hard time understanding the food part of it. I know i don't want Vit C, or anything with antioxidants. I dont want to counter the MMS or send the virus into hiding. I get that. I'm just wondering.. What Should i eat VS Shouldn't.
If either John D, or someone with food knowledge would let me know The Best diet to go on to KILL the virus, i would GREATLY appreciate that.
This has been HELL
for me, as i'm sure this knowledge was for everyone who found out, and i can't stop being depressed to the point of wanting to kill myself. I wouldnt do that because i love my family and would NEVER do that to them, but it's still in my mind. I Don't Want To Live Like This!!! My partner just left me (ehich isnt helping the stress or depression), and had tested neg for HSV1 though i think he'll found out sooner than later he just hasn't had time to build antibodies because i saw some rashes on him that resembled mine.
I just want to start this ASAP so i can kill the virus and help him do the same when the time comes.
Sorry I'm ranting this is just the 1st message board i have signed up for, and i haven't had anyone WITH herpes to actually talk to. The few i have told are convinced its just cold sores and that because i don't have those symptoms i shouldn't worry, and that the "OBs" on my genitals and face etc are "something else". I've been to the clinic, the dermatologist, and just recently ER. All have had different diagnosis's -from sebboeheic derm. to eczema to fungal/yeast or maybe prostitis. No REAL answers though. I'm still waiting to hear back from the ER on my urine test. From all the reading i've done though, i'm pretty sure my symptoms are acute atypical herpetic related. I have a rash on my cheek, my chest, my penis head near the urethra. Kind of stings near the tip but nothing serious. I have another rash on the back of my thighs, arm, hand, and most recently on my shins. All the rashes are slightly different. Is that normal?! WTF is going on with my skin?? I know this post was me wanting answers about food, but as i started talking i realized i still have SO MANY unanswered questions...
The ER didn't know what these rashes were but chalked it up to eczema. She even told me it "WASN'T HEREPES" I don't believe any of them though because before i got these pimple-like-white head-things on my cheeks there was tingling before they would appear. Which makes me think at least my cheeks Has To Be my HSV1. UGH!!
So yea.. Any ideas as to whats going on with me and a list of food i SHOULD BE eating while on Johns protocol is much needed. PLEASE HELP ME!!