Hello JohnnyUsa_2022. I hope you'll find good food for thought and solutions, here, also by sharing experiences both ways, in this forum. You seem to have so much on your mind and body, that it sounds like you could benefit from slowing down a bit. Not in stopping anything, but rather focus on choosing what's priority nr. 1 and go from there, step by step. If you don't mind me saying this.
I'm relatively new here too, and it's not due to health issues. I'm an informer and holistic nutritionist, a health coach, and a retired self-employed Nanny.
Volunteering is now my favourite hobby (always been so) so that I can do what I feel passionate about, working on the land, with nature, participating in the renovation of nature and living conditions in general. New ideas, new concepts, and pioneering are what inspires me. Trying things out.
I'm now enjoying the freedom to also travel regularly, mostly in my own country, The Netherlands. Britain has been my playground for almost 5 years, before I returned to the Netherlands when the pandemic started, March 11 2020. Since I don't choose vaccination or a PCR test, crossing a border isn't my plan for now.
I'm familiar with MMS since 2011, and with the last years of living with a pandemic, MMS has found a more prominent use in treating infection. Bolivia has officially acknowledged MMS. Here's Jim Humble on March 11, 2021, talking about this achievement in Bolivia:
vimeo.com/522631542
What I've found during my study of material and spiritual causes of dis-ease, of unbalance in health and lifestyle, also by experience, is helping much when one prefers to approach healing in a holistic manner. Taking the physical, emotional and mental aspects into account, while treating dis-ease in form and spirit. There's a German man, Harald Kautz Vella, a chemist, researcher, and writer, a consultant for Morgellon disease patients, who talks about the connection between "alien" bodies in our human body, related to parasitic beings seeking conditions that are fertile for them to feed on. His presentations in conferences and talk shows are numerous, online.
In my opinion, Harald Kautz Vella is one of a few people who understand the connection between Morgellon disease and transhumanism. And that there's a condition in our human existence that leads to a visitation of negatively oriented forms of consciousness manifest as parasitic beings in the human body. It's very close to the practice of artificially constructed viruses and mRNA vaccines. Those who are leaders in Big Pharma are often fully transformed into servants of the AI-transhumanism agenda, apart from a preference to make huge profits from pharmaceuticals, so that cheap remedies are denied and debunked. Such as MMS, and Ivermectin.
To me, this transhumanism agenda's goal is a disconnection between the human body and the human spirit connected with that body on planet Earth. Plus the awareness of its origin and one's soul-mission, one's choice to be born on planet Earth in a physical body, a challenging condition, and a school at the same time. If one perceives it in that way. Not everybody knows or accepts this choice, and that's no problem to me.
The divine origin of our soul and being, the force that forms our physical body, which is called the etheric body also, is denied by these AI-serving leaders, for their belief is a denial of free will in humanity, so that humans turn into automatons. And to reach that goal, a self-proclaimed duty and role is taken up by them, while they've lost that quality of free will, and a spiritual connection entirely, see what I mean? These people are fully under the influence of certain forces on an energetic level, forces that don't serve the destiny of humanity on planet earth, where free will exercises are possible due to the presence of form and sensual perception, practical work, and the manifestation of one's plan of action so that learning is involved through experience, followed by wisdom and a new choice if need be. This is my view only, based on my study of health-life in many expressions, and the nature of consciousness.
The human free will with its potential of creative power and development of consciousness is the target here, as I've come to see it.
At any rate, we may have different views, and we all have different experiences in life, no doubt, the website of Harald Kautz Vella is here, just in case you welcome a viewpoint of a different angle, mostly unknown in the mainstream medical industry:
en.timeloopsolution.com/about-8-2