July 30th, 2012 Was The Worse Day Ever In My Life!!!!!!!!!

hello all my name is M.O and I'm a newbie up here... On July @4th 2012 I went in for my normal 6 months STD exam, on July 30th, 2012 my STD results came back and I was hit below the belt when was told I was clear of everything except for HSV1 and 2 which by the way i never knew I had it or even suffered an outbreak... I was told that the HSV1 was 4.89 and the HSV2 was 3.62.. Like what the hell does those numbers mean other than I'm infected?? When I was told the news I was heart broken and devastated. I always thought I was being careful, even with the guy who claimed to have loved me but in my eyes I knew he didn't.. I have been at lost for words, I have been in my house staying to myself, I even closed down and just been isolated in my room.. I feel dirty and disgusted and everything I touch I pretty much sterilize or throw away. I don't even hug my kids anymore as well as kissed them... It's as if I'm this walking virus. I have done some research on this virus/disease and I also came a crossed this site when purchasing my MMS kit. I just received the solution on Tuesday and started taking it on Wednesday... It's Friday morning and I just took 6 drops on an empty stomach... Since receiving the solution I can say I have taken a total of 55 drops... Did I take to much am I over doing it? I'm just scared and want to be rid of this nightmare I'm living... Also I've been doing the spray bottle protocol and when I started I noticed a bump on my bottom lip on the right side forming when spraying the MMS on my face.. Now today it looks like a burnt rash on the bottom of my face did I spray to much? Other concerns of mines is if I'm ever going to be rid of this virus? Is MMS really going to help me? And how long should I take this solution for before I get retested for the HSV1 & 2? Please all positive guys because the way I feel I'm just another statistic to suicide but what is stopping me are my kids :'-( ...




Thanks so much M.O

Hi Mo,

You are devestated and frustrated right now as it is all new to you. Yes, you can wipe out HSV1 and 2 if you follow protocle. You can message Pam or Mike Harrah. Those are the two that I rely on most, but there are others also. We are all here for one another. I strongly suggest that you get Jim Humble's book.

Maryellen

Thanks Maryellen and i will sure email the two for further help... Quick question do I have to take the DMSO? I'm honestly scared to death of it so I just been taking the MMS Solution.. Also is 55 drops to much to have in my system from 15-17 of August?

Funny you asked that first question. Two minutes ago, I just started taking DMSO with my MMS1 lol. It is better as it helps more of the MMS1 absorption, so we are getting more for our drops lol.

As for the 55 drops, if you are not vomiting or not having more than slight diareaha, you are fine. If you have have more than a bit of diareaha or are vomiting, back off the amount of drops per hour.

Chances are, are the bumps on your lip means that the MMS1 is working. That, and the skin rash can better be explained by others. And get JH's book as soon as possible...order it today if you can. It will help much with your frustration and it's a good read. It helped me lots.

I just rsvp it online so I'm soon going to be having that book on my shelf as well... And thanks so much for replying back it means a great deal... Having this virus/disease is really hard and not having anyone to talk to is even harder... I haven't told anyone that I have it but my 17yrear old and this site.. So yea to be getting some of this off my chest is really a great feeling and I'm very grateful as well...

I felt the same way years ago when I found out that I had venereal warts caused from hpv that I didn't know that I had. Then years later, cervical cancer.

I don't kiss my grandkids, I just have them kiss me on the cheek. A doctor at the Mayo Clinic told me, that was going to far and to go ahed and kiss them. Yeah, like I'm going to take that chance!

Don't hide in your room. Take your kids and do something pleasant with them. After all, you are the same person and the same family that you were before the day that you found out you were a carrier. Hugs to you.

Thanks so much.. Tears literally just fell from my eyes with that last reply of yours... But trust they are tears of joy and thankfulness :'-).... Great blessings on your health and I look forward to keeping you updated with my situation... Lots of hugs back to you...

M.O

If I was you, I would not tell anybody that I have it. You don't want to be steyotyped when you haven't had it since 2012. You will be rid of it soon and nobody will believe that you cured it, because the medical profession and scientists insists that it can't be cured. According to them, if they don't cure it, it's incurable. How concieted of them! I wouldn't say much to the doctor either. We don't need them giving us a hard time, making our cures illegal so they can get more of our money.

Thanks for the heads up... And I pray to god this alien that has invaded my body leaves just as fast as it entered... Well my daughter is my bestfriend so I figured I'd tell her but from this day on my mouth is zipped...

Hi MO and maryellen. I'm sorry to but in but just a kind note to tell you MO we are all supportive here. There will be some skeptics and yes I agree thats the last thing I NEED also. I want to live. I should of thought of thta when I was smoking and didn't listen to my children and friends to quit smoking. I have myself to blame for my illness now. Don't feel less of yourself just because you have this disease. Pam and Michael may be able to help you on this. I am working closely with Pam and she is my angel If it wasnt for her I wou;ld of just sat back and waitied for my time to come which want very long trust me. SHe doesnt have any idea how she has saved me so hang in there . Believe in getting better. Keep us posted. I widh more people would psot more like this. their fears and what they are going thru. it gives people a better understanding of what they are going thru and may be able to relate. GOd Bless MO ...