Someone please help me!

Just begun using MMS1, last week and it's making me feel very sick...and I'm only using 1 or sometimes a half-drop each hour, and not even for the full duration of 8 hrs. Sometimes it's only 4 or 5 hours per day. I've been ill off and on for the past three years and have tried one protocol after another to no avail. I feel like this is my last chance for a recovery and am desperate to reclaim the full active life I once had. I'm 51 yrs old, and people say I look fantastic; but I feel like death warmed over and have stopped seeing friends because I'm too dizzy, and have problems with memory. I eat only organic foods and very little meat (organic chicken). I do have a long-standing parasite infestation that I'm addressing. A recent parasite test noted that I have an 'unknown' parasite, probably an amoeba or protozoa. The first day I used MMS, I did 1 drop every hour for 8 hrs. I awakened later that night and felt like I was dying, my normally flat belly was painfully distended, my brain ached and horrible suicidal thoughts that were uncontrollable filled my head. I had a CT scan on my head 3 yrs ago when problems started and it was clear. I'm running out of hope. Has anyone else every experienced anything like this? If so, please share with me. I am desperate to reclaim my life.

Hey dear,

This is what MMS does to you. Sometimes you have to feel worse to feel better.

Please first of all calm down, you are in the right place and the forum people will help you. You have MMS too. Thats a good start already.

Due you get nausea too? Or only pain and weakness?

I used to feel very weak. Sometimes still do too if I take MMS after a break. In the end it all gets back to normal. You might take it even slower. Take half a drop every other hour. Or when the pain is gone. But dont stop MMS.

Have you tried MMS baths? Have you tried CDS?

What do doctors suggest you as a treatment? This can give you sort of direction to find out where and what is a real problem.

Headache doesnt indicate sth is wrong in your head, yyou might have a lot of toxins that cause you headaches.

For now jus try to relax and keep on going with small doses of mms. No one is dying here

Keep posting!

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Roze, thank you for your kind reply. Yes, I realize I need to remain calm, which is difficult for me...the do-all, be-all woman to everyone in my life. I took an MMS bath using only 20 drops and it made me feel very weak for hours. I've always been sensitive to any and all types of drugs, mediications, etc... so I guess MMS is no exception. I've had only mild nausea and want to keep it that way.

I truly believe that I can heal myself with MMS. I stopped going to medical docs because all they did was run expensive tests. When the tests come back normal, as they all did, they would try to give me anti-depressants and I refused them. One doc told my husband that I just wanted attention and that I was faking all of my symptoms. In the U.S. parasite infestations are largely ignored by the medical community.

I also have heavy metal residue in my body & brain from amalgam fillings. They were removed by a holistic dentist more than 3 yrs ago using the Huggins protocol.

Thank you Charlotte, I will definitely check this out. Helps to know I have a support group. My friends and most family members think I've gone off the deep end because I have chosen to eschew mainstream drugs.
Sherry

Don't feel bad, my doc feels the same way, LOL

MMS is not a medication so its not the reason why you feel weak. I assume you feel weak cos you got lots to rid off. You say metals? That could be a reason. Keep on keeping on.! Ull be fine as the rest of us.

I know docs dont pay much attention to YOU. They just do their job, no blame.

We are here to have our critical opinion so your on the right track!

Sherry : Try to get some CDS. It is a lot easier to take. I have touble with MMS,, but CDS seems to be a lot easier to take and it is working well for me.
Best of luck to you !!
Smiles,,,
Ted,,

I think I will try CDS but will order later in the week since we will be gone over the holiday weekend and don't want it to sit outside the house for 3 days. Yesterday I had only four one-drop dosages of MMS; it was all I could handle. Tired this morning even after 8 hrs of sleep. Needing to go into the city and buy food but feel too dizzy to attempt the 80 mile round trip. Is it just me, or do others feel the emotional releases that surface while using MMS? I'm well aware that negative or supressed emotions have a strong tie to ill-health--not saying that it is the direct cause--but I never realized that I was holding so many hurts from the past until I began an all-out effort to heal myself. Unexpectedly, tears will flow and memories of painful past traumas hit like a tsunami. When that happens I just 'go with it' and cry it out. Didn't realize how much 'trash' I had that needed to be cleaned out.

Sherry - you might benefit from a book called 'The Healing Code' by Alexander Lloyd and Ben Johnson. I've heard of some pretty amazing results from the techniques in there.