Thankyou for your time in responding.
When I said that my appetite has decreased, I was understating reality.
slowly over 3 days as my drops increased, I ate less and less to the point where I did not want to eat at all.
Then last night after not eating more than 10 mouthfuls of food all day, I started to get queezy again and could not eat anything for dinner.
I'm thinking now that I have been increasing the drops too quickly STILL, so I have cut back from 7/hr to 4/hr
I'm also thinking that the citric acid is effecting my taste buds and throat so I have been researching CDS today - this looks very much like a good alternative to me. acn anyone else share positive exp?
Today, after only 4 drops/hr, my appetite is better to the degree that I can eat again Whew!!!
The tumor has not changed significantly over the last few days and it's taking a lot of willpower to maintain my faith when I don't see the miracle results I so badly want. I take this as a lesson in trusting and feeling into my body for the way forward - which is how I have played this whole journey so far. It's been very empowering!
Still waiting for the MMS2 to arrive also
Today I realised that I have not taken the time to fully introduce myself and to explain my situation. This has been due to limited internet time available to me. So if I sound terse and blunt, this is why.....
I will say though that this has been the most supercharged (on all levels) purification and growth process I have ever experienced. Like others here, I have learned soooo much and changed soooo much and through this process have developed a support network worldwide of people who are praying for me and sending me LOVE. I have never felt so held and supported and connected to so many others all at once. It's truly been a blessing.
today I do have a bit more internet time so (back to front as it is - so what!) I will tell you my story in brief.
firstly to Pam - I have been eating organic whole foods for over 10 years now, and I also work in this industry. Here in my valley we run a very successful not for profit store selling the most amazing range of wholefoods spices, teas etc. Many people say I have the healthiest diet of all they know (well these days that's not hard..) Ironic that I should have cancer.... but for me one of the root causes I realise has been emotional. There's been a lot of emotional cleansing lately and a reshuffling of who I AM BEING eg: asking for what I NEED, receiving LOVE from others....
So 5 weeks ago I realise that what I thought was a cyst in my left breast is a large tumor growing very quickly.
An ultrasound confirmed this. A CAT scan showed that it had not spread further that lymph nodes which are also 'involved' - good news.
By the way both of these procedures anooyed the hell out of this tumor (which I have named Bessie) increased pain and rapid growth were the indicators. A week later I was so scared of the growth that was happening that I was ready to let them take my breast. A mastectomy is what was recommended ASAP
well I was ready at the time, but as the days wore on and the other treatments I was trying were showing some good results (essiac tea & TCM & Caster oil pack 24/7)- the tumor was shrinking - I started to visualise the upcoming surgery and was horrified at the primal repulsion I had for it. A big decision needed to be made... As with this whole process, I gave it a couple of days and it became clear to me.
This tumor had probably been with me for years. Tumors start sending out stray cells at a very early stage of development. The rest of my body was all clear of any detectable 'growths' - HEY WHAT WAS ALL THE FEAR-BASED RUSH ABOUT??
I took a deep breath and realised that I would not forgive myself if I did not try the alternative way first.
So here I am. MMS felt like the right way - my body confirmed this.
Now I'm hoping that this treatment can continue to stay ahead of Bessie's growth and that sometime in the future I will typing good news here!!!
After the first week I felt for sure it was but now because the signs are less obvious, I'm wondering
Doing my best to stay on track and positive