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I am getting impatient..... almost lost faitth but still fighting .... 29 Jul 2012 22:11 #20554

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I have hsv 1 and 2, for some reason I was tested and the test was negative, before that I had gotten an OB and asked the doctor to check, a sample was taken and tested and negative it returned, a second time visually the doctor checked and nope no hsv... 3rd was the IGg test and no no antibodies detected so I proceeded to get on with my life date and a year later married. I feel like this is some sort of sick joke, my life has sucked from the very beginning.... every adult except one sister has abused me verbally or physically. I have only seen my mother 10 times since she left me at 3, life has been hell being beaten down and put down. I really don't know how I managed to stay sane and not become Junkie... I managed to finish college 3 tmes and I am currently job searching as I graduated but finally when I get married and the only time I feel I have a home I get hsv from a stupid ex a heartless person who knew they has it and did not care.

Finally when i feel... hey... maybe life is not that bad... now my husband has this although he has not had any symptoms... but who knows since he has MS, the leg twitches can be there but since he is taking meds for that he does not feel it.... life is so damn unfair..... I don;t know what to do he refuses to drink anything.... he feels angry mainly for his MS although he does not seem to worry about hsv, i do.. this is not fair especially for him.

I constantly have OB's I was not intimate with him because of this and fear to pass it on, but after his results came positive I tried because after all I am his wife and we are together and booommmm ... just to have another OB.

I have tried mms for one straight month with no results.... I finally took 2 weeks off ad then started again.... I am currently taking some home remedy made by a lady in the Dominican Republic when I went on vacations since JH is there, I wanted to visit. I am taking this but OB here it is.... how many forks on the road must I hit... what is the point of life... what did I do sooo wrong that I am being punished for? how come other people have easier lives, I feel like ending this all screw all this, life sucks.... but imagine if I die and it sucks even worse....

My husband does not believe in God, i almost lost my faith but I am fighting and I will remain having faith.... God can cure anything... why doesn't he help my husband drink his remedies... he even got issues taking the MS meds let alone... for the hsv....

I dont know what do to... I am suppose to be enthusiastic about starting my career, instead I feel deceived and betrayed... I believe though my life I stayed sane because I believe in forming the family I never had being the parents i never had.... I dont now what to do now

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Re: I am getting impatient..... almost lost faitth but still fighting .... 29 Jul 2012 23:33 #20557

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are you saying you did the protocol for HSV 1and 2 and received negative test results, several test,several times, and you are still having outbreaks ?

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Re: I am getting impatient..... almost lost faitth but still fighting .... 29 Jul 2012 23:41 #20559

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Re: I am getting impatient..... almost lost faitth but still fighting .... 29 Jul 2012 23:44 #20560

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no... no
that was before I discovered MMS, I was getting OB's small ones but still tested negative.. which made no sense to me, at the time the Doctor told me that it was a tear in the vagina area.

I have done the protocol for one month and them 2 weeks and still getting OB's so IDK, I want to do the 7 days protocl and see how that goes I hate the taste of MMS and I dont' know if I can take it any longer. Before I was able to take the mms like nothing but now I hate it

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Re: I am getting impatient..... almost lost faitth but still fighting .... 29 Jul 2012 23:48 #20561

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Hi nir, thats the protocol I did for one month but did not finish becaouse of a HUGE OB, I was walking on 4 legs like a dog.

It requires that one eats no antioxidants and my white blood cells are very low, how can I fight the infection with a low immune system it did not work. red blood cells have increased sicne then but white are still low, I was advices to eat one red bell pepper with guava everyday for about 3 weeks and that should help. ( I cannot find the guava so I eat the pepper)

I get down so much when i get these OB and now having infected my Husband I hate myself...

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Re: I am getting impatient..... almost lost faitth but still fighting .... 30 Jul 2012 00:30 #20563

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Are you talking about Herpes? A friend of mine had Herpes (or so he thought.) The outbreaks he was having sure did look like Herpes. I have no idea if he is free from it now or what, but he would easily handle the outbreaks with MMS2 spray. Spray on his hands and then rub it in on the area, or just spray it. He said MMS1 on the herpes outbreaks would actually sting, while MMS2 spray instantly took the burning sensation away.

Might be something to keep in mind while working getting rid of it completely. MMS2 spray on the outbreaks.
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Re: I am getting impatient..... almost lost faitth but still fighting .... 30 Jul 2012 02:15 #20573

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I am currently taking some drink with roots and what not this Lady made for me from the Dominican Rep, after I am finished with this I will do the 7 day protocol but htis protocol requires that the mms1 be topical sprayed and louds of silver fusion. I have faith that I will be cured but every time I get an OB I get down and more so that I infected my husband and he refuses to drink anything. I promise to keep updating everyone on the forum, this is a journey and a battle but I have to win, life cannot really suck this bad.


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Re: I am getting impatient..... almost lost faitth but still fighting .... 30 Jul 2012 02:21 #20574

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Sally,

Give UP your attachment to have anymore outbreaks. By that, I mean keep your eye on the Goal (eradicating herpes from the body) and NOT getting upset if and when you have another outbreak. This is as much of a Mental Game as it is physical, and right now, your mental game needs strengthening. You have to be mentally tough (more than physically)

In other words, if another outbreak occurs, welcome the outbreak, and say hello to it ! :-) ... but do NOT get off the horse, be strong and focus in the end goal.


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Re: I am getting impatient..... almost lost faitth but still fighting .... 30 Jul 2012 02:30 #20576

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thank you Clint,

my problem is just that. I came to take mms if the thought that after a certain time the OB would stop because according to people in the forum the mms will stop the parasite from bing able to generate OB. so every time I get an OB i think what the heck o the parasite is still happy living around.... do yo know that I actually feel it walk in side me. especially around my coccyx bone it lives around that area and my lower back and my legs... I am not imagining this I feel this nasty thing walking around... which I could read and strangle the heck out of it... but it is a weird feeling like more in the nerves that under my skin.. if that makes any sense of-course as we know the parasite lived in the nerve....

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