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I just posted an update. If you don’t see it, please let me know. 
Give your Trixie all the love you have. I’ll be thinking of you both. 

Sending you lots of love and peace @sailselan, and thank you so much for responding. I know it's hard; the grief can take a while to process.   I'm so sorry the protocol didn't cure the cancer; but it is definitely encouraging that it greatly improved his quality of life <3  To me, that's what we are here for for our animal friends--to support their time here as best as we can!  You are a good human and animal guardian, and everything you did for him was out of love and respect for your sweet companion <3

Just a little soul-rambling in the midst of my emotional day...
We have had many animals over the years, and as I've connected deeper and deeper to each of them as I myself grow and change, and my views on modern "medicine" and "disease" have drastically changed, it's my goal to take as much of a gentle approach to health issues (for my pets AND myself). Homeopathics, flower essences, Rife generators...little to no vaccines...then supplements and non-pharm remedies like MMS/CDS, DMSO, and the like. (I think in this case we may just throw in some Ivermectin as well.) Of course species-appropriate food is #1 from the time we get them (or at least the best we can do at the time!).  Not that surgeries and pharmaceuticals don't have their place; of course they do.  The last few kitties we've had that have passed we did as much as we could for them and let them tell us when it was time (22 years and 17!), and I'm pretty sure we let them live longer than some vets would advise (at least one of my vets! But don't get me started on that. lol). 

Of course that doesn't ever make saying goodbye easier, but I feel like it honors them in the best way possible--to recognize their integrity and their own life's journey. And @sailselan, that's exactly what you did. Your boy was so lucky to be in your life those handful of years!  And maybe he chose you because instinctively he somehow knew you'd help him the best way you knew how <3  Cats are extremely sensitive on so many levels...they are our teachers and at least for me, they've absolutely changed my life for the better.  Anyhoo, I could get super spiritual in this ramble, but I'll just say that the biggest lesson I've learned (not that it's easy bc it sure as hell isn't!)...is once we can love fully and deeply and feel neutrally at peace in challenging situations as these...it's beautiful, less stressful for them and us, and even after our animal friends have passed we can know they were honored fully and cared for as they deserved! <3  

I know Trixie might be gone within weeks or months... But I also know if she has the will and we somehow get this just right, she might live months or years longer. Right now she's acting like her normal crazy self. lol.  But I know she's been in pain, has had trouble eating/drinking and has lost weight...plus has some kidney issues (that we have successfully improved in the last 6 months!). 

@BillPopMMS, I'm checking out your sodium chlorite pdf!  I do have Humble/Kalcker's books and info, and have done some protocols myself as well! Even did the 6 and 6 on my chickens with good success!  Thanks so much for sharing that link.

@sailselan, thank you so much for the advice on giving her all the love I have!  It's a reminder I needed today, not just for Trix but for all our other animals, too! (We have 4 outdoor cats, 6 indoor, 2 dogs, and 10 chooks lolol)  "You get back what you give, so give good!"    Thanks for thinking of us, and know I'm thinking of you, too <3

@sillygolucky - You and I are of the exact same mindset. Each of your words/sentences is as if I thought it or wrote it. I think that is why we were both looking on this website. But what you say about cats -- wow, we are the same! I felt that my cat, Damon, was connected to me on such a high level and I now believe I will see him again in the afterlife. His last three months led me to open my mind and my heart to places I hadn't been to before. We were on his journey together in so many ways. But this grief process is so hard on me. It's almost as if it's worse than when I lost my mother last year, but perhaps that is just the perception of this recent loss taking over. I feel completely broken without him. I cannot wait for the day when I can enjoy the memories without breaking down and sobbing and missing his presence. I would give almost anything to hold him close to me again, even one more time, and breathe in all of the love between us. 
I too, gave him what I felt was a perfect environment. No vaccines, no meds (not that he needed them). One time when he had a UTI I gave him only colloidal silver which worked very quickly and effectively. I made his food for him from an excellent veterinarian approved recipe. He ate a raw diet which he always loved. I never had to coax him to eat it even though it was the only "flavor" he was offered for years on end! He was as close to me physically as he could be, all throughout his days. And at night he slept in my arms or under the covers next to me with his head on my pillow. He is the first cat I have had (and I have had 11 cats in the last 50 years) that was this close to me. They were all special in their own ways but not like this. And most of my cats lived to be at least 17. One little girl was never sick a day of her 22 years. I feel really gypped that Damon only lived to be 8, and in my house, only 4 years. 
Before I began the MMS and DMSO I had given him Panacur (similar to ivermectin) and melatonin and turkey tail mushroom. I would give that after his daily MMS protocol as to not interfere with it. It certainly cannot hurt to try it all. I would have always wondered "what if" if I hadn't. 
Thank you for sharing your story. Please keep us current on your journey with Trixie.