I need some serious help.
I am in Ireland. About to leave hospital.
Before I came in I was diagnosed with bladder cancer on 16th Dec. They left with with that info, and nothing else, and I was already passing huge bllod clots and peeing thick blood, in pain a lot.
Sp luckily, I had researched MMS back in 2009, and had used it off and on as a detox method.
I began starter for a few days and took what I could of activated mms over christmas and while travelling, and doing the course and researching/reading. When I got back to Ireland, I had the ingredients, made up and did protocol 1000, then moved to 2000 and gradually incorporated protocol 3000. Including douches and enemas. I was also taking chinese herbs from accupuncturist.
It was intense from 13th, I had Herx response. operation on 16th Jan was scheduled, So I lowered dose, but got very bad, so I stopped and treated Herx ready for operation to remove tumours and do a chemo swill around locally.
Before op they left me from 9.30 to 5.30pm with no water,. 1pm told id b in @2pm. Told about op, scrape n swill out W.chemotherapy. waiting in a chair as kidneys started raging...body got so cold n painful. Begged for drink 2pm, told no over again. Short wait. Doctor went passed n said 'give her a small glass f water'. More blankets, got a chill. Sat with water n cried, and cried and was in so much pain n left in the corner while everyone went off n back for op, even after arriving later! They ended up putting me under a shock blanket, forcing myself calm while having an emotional breakdown. For the time tll 4pm when I was rocking through whole body knife pains, tongue swollen n raw pain in throat, head. Then....they take me to put me out of mysery at 5.30. I wake up, Catheter screaming at me....morphine x 4 inj and local anaesthetic around catheter. Our f it. Wake up and go through night n nearly a full day of catheter torture...couldn't move. New form of torture. they kept wanting to move me...shower me! I break down again, I want it out. Lifting g me off the bed like knives!! In vagina! I stand, shaking, whole body in pain and extreme shock...shaking. Nurse comes and pulls it out, looks like it was leaking slightly on bed...pain better now though. I wee normally since. Still feel dehydrated...though passing 3litres a day, and have shooting pains in lower region.
They knew I was treating this myself, and pursuaded me to take the op alongside. I had most definitely alleiviated the bleeding and much of the symptoms that were happening. This all feels like they have undone my diligence and positive movement on my healing.
They wanna send me home tomorrow w. Low blood pressure, feeling dehydrated, NO SWILL OF CHEMO AROUND OPEN CANCER WOUNDS! And shooting pains through vagina. Woozy! I'm gonna wait for doctor tomorrow and ask for chemo swill...it just feels dangerous to not quarterise the wound?
Can anyone come and help me make sense of this débâcle? Where do I go from here? I wish I had brought MMS into the hospital.
My plan would be to continue back on the 1000+ and 2000 protocol, using skin twice a day from protocol 3000. Also small breaths of gas. I want to eat good foods at night or very little, as I can't eat rubbishy foods. During detox I am on raw veg (Organic) and suppliments.
Apologies for how this is written, it is rather a nightmare, but my head is feeling well screwed on.
I could do with some deep insights now, and support with how to move forward with this. Without so much fear and confusion from the medical industry.
This is my first time reaching out, as I am limited with telegram for some reason. Before they send me through all this again in preparation to remove my bladder, and sell me a load of chemo, I need to plant my intention and feel some support.
Thank you in advance, for all that you are <3
Corina Thornton