Well I wish you good luck.
But you will soon realise that calamity is coming to the world very soon, and you better be prepared. In fact, it has already started with Covid-19! That was just the beginning.
Don't want to derail this thread any further.
Hello stu77000. I'm sorry to read your journal about your dad in the hospital, alone. Your life in New Zealand sounds like an ongoing challenge to live with restrictions, practically and emotionally. And it seems you're under a great deal of stress as well, seeing the damage to freedom in social interactions.
If it's helpful in some way, I don't see how saying things like "calamity is coming to the world very soon" is legitimate when no details or evidence of what you declare in those words is present with it. There are plans to continue to take away our freedom, but at the same time, there's a silent collapsing of those power structures, in a parade of utter arrogance revealing the silent weapons that are used. Hidden in an artificial virus and a syringe.
As a researcher and informant, active since 1996, diving deep into rabbit holes, there's one thing making it very difficult to know the reality of circumstances in remote parts of the world, due to an enormous manipulation of journalism, intense censorship, and make-belief reports, based on fear propaganda, the wish to start wars, to start hatred and bickering between people. On top of all that there are false flag events, distractions, attempts to start WWIII
That masquerade is an obvious strategy visible in all mainstream media sources, where much communication is drowning under the sauce of sensationalism and weaponizing of fear. It's advised to use common sense, and not add to that Merry-Go-Round circus, see what I mean? The Trojan horses gallop until the machinery goes crazy. To me, the global turmoil related to Ukraine is similar to the great battle in The Lord of the Rings, and even parts of the Bible book Revelations show up with a symbolic description of the times we're living in now. Many indigenous tribes have left a similar prophecy, using symbols.
All human manifestations based on abuse of power and life, are exposed in the dawn of awakening that is happening on planet Earth. It's what I'm witnessing. Don't believe my words, try to find your own evidence and pillars of truth for your own foundation, so that you can stand strong. Astronomers know that we've entered a new zone in our Galaxy, also called the Photon Belt. The visionaries of indigenous tribes, such as the Hopi and the Mayan priests, were able to look deeper. They know/knew, that life on planet Earth is transformed in many different ways when our Solar System moves into the Photon Belt.
New brooms sweep clean, we've got to clean up our mess, and at the same time, we may begin to realize that all that matters, pun intended, has a spiritual origin. Before you build a home, an idea and building plan is needed, you can't reverse that procedure, is it? And that's how we, each of us, can begin to realize that our physical bodies are a creation of our spiritual being, on a non-material level first, before we began to appear in our human form in the womb.
As I see it, that consciousness is the toolbox ready to be opened, so that we can restore our original state of being, in an awakening where those who don't choose that path will fight with fangs and claws. They're the ones out of touch with their spiritual origin, only relying on the display of power used to control, destruct, and suppress. This is comparable with Sauron's tower and the dungeons where abominations of life forms were created. Know that all force used with an intent to destruct, and control, will fall by its own doing, for the laws of life don't tolerate the destruction and control of life. Freedom of expression is a law of nature, also in humanity. As I perceive this time, we're invited to commit ourselves to clear up our mess, internally, and as a result... externally. We create our own reality by looking through glasses holding our belief system, our prejudices, and our stuckness in the mindfuck of our own making.